But I'm so bored and just finished work and trying to kill abit of time before it's a fairly acceptable time to go to sleep (10.00pm I'm saying)
Anyways anyways what did I even want to say? Fast went fine ofcourse, it'll be for the next 3 Thursdays. I'm counting today as my introduction into the fast though, just because I'm making it an official 3 week JUICE fast, and today wouldda made it odd, so i had a glass of juice and just had a cup of tea too ( a final fairwell!) haha.
I can't explain what it is about fasting- but i find it so much easier to do than restricting?..
And it's not for any of the naff saint-ana pretentious reasons either.
I mean c'mon! I'm not loving feeling so empty, flying like an angel because of the weightlessness of my stomach..at total peace and clarity with my mind, body and soul.
I think it might be that I really am just too all-or-nothing. :/
Which just means literally restricting days never truly last, I don't know why I manage to abstain from food altogether but can't stop myself having an extra biscuit or slice of toast when I'm meant to be dieting.
Anyways back to the now, 3 weeks starts tomorrow! I'm excited to see if I can actually do it though. The longest I've managed is 8 days.. which sounds rather insignificant in comparison but I never had a real aim I was just seeing if I could. The date of my birthday can't be altered.. I have no choice but to lose this weight.
The first week I'm usually motivated, then by next weekend I'll only have 2 weeks left 'til the actual night out so If I don't carry on I won't have any time to make amends!
Hopefully that'll be enough to keep me going.. I'm not trying the dress on again 'til a couple of days before.
Not only do i hope to be able to surprise myself but I don't wanna get bored, and I wanna see a noticeable comparison to the last time.
BUT LADIES I NEED YOUR WISDOM!..
Pleasepleaseplease tell me that one of you has some tips on maintaining after a fast, is it really possible?! know the basics- Don't binge at McDonalds Drive-Thru the entire fortnight after, but seriously what do I do?
Gonna love ya's and leave ya's :)