Mannn

This whole not blogging thing is getting abit hard!
I did end up getting some DIGITAL scales sorted btw, but as far as the whole not posting 'til i'm 100lbs is looking doubtful.
HOWEVER i haven't weighed myself the last couple of days 'cause i don't want to until i know i'm closer to where i wanna be.
so it's not exactlyyy cheating, i doubt it but i potentially could in fact be at 100 lbs. i don't know why it's so hard though :s no matter what i do and how little i eat these days my scales loves 7st7. Gahh disgusting number.

but i felt more motivated when i was at work the other day ( clothes shop=lots of mirrors..and actually lots of walking thinspiration) i was staring at myself in the full-length in the changing rooms and just thought..
'why the fuck have i let myself look this much of a state. God, it's not hard'
So this weekend:
-hair coloured
-sunbeds!<3
-waxing (??)
-not eating.. i must stock up on the fags.

anyways don't think i havent been keeping up to date with all you skinny-minnies, shame that im too ashamed to post as much.

im back now anyway, ive broke my barrier and i,m still addicted.

so to everyone, lets get thinspired ;D

Keep trying girls, it will all be worth it in the end. The pain is nothing when you're flawless.

x