I can't explain what's changed, it just seems overnight i feel so strong and in control of myself. it's amazing, i feel good, this is the start of a big lose.
i was arguing with my mum about stupid stuff today, and i said 'i hate all my clothes' i know it sounds more patehtic on here, but who cares for lengthy conversations!
anyways, she goes: 'it doesn't matter what you buy, it's not the clothes, it's you. it's you you don't like, you're striving for something and i don't understand what it is'
gahh, she knows me so much better than i realise..
bit unnerving actually :|
then, i thought, well you know what?
i'll show you what i'm fucking striving for and i'm gonna reach.
4 weeks, come on.
weigh in friday D:
Intake was good today, i'm trying to tell myself that i can have up to 700 cals a day -i know it's alot but i've started exercising more- as long as it's only either: fruit+veg, rice cakes or cereal.
nothing else, i'm satisfied with that.
i want to be tiiiiiiiny. the way i know i should, can and will be!
Let's stay strong ladies.
You decide who you want to be